There are days I get pretty frustrated.
Frustrated that I don't have enough time to blog everyday.
Frustrated that the tiny little details of each and every day, get wedged in between the important things.
Even though I LOVE my job, even though all the busy paperwork reminds me of when I was a kid and dragged my mom's nightstand into her closet to play office for hours, it still takes up ALOT of hours in my week.
I often want to sit here,
Sunday we had a meeting/lunch for the responsibilities Brent and I have at church, as leaders of our Sunday School class. The pastor told all of us that BEFORE we take care of the people in our class, we should make sure we are TAKING CARE OF OURSELVES. We have to feed ourselves spiritually and mentally before we are worth anything.
It helped ease my frustration a little.
It still makes me a little irritated that my "free time" doesn't come till the kids go to bed at 9:30 and homework is done, and showers are taken, and supper is cleaned up, and bills are paid.
I'm exhausted most of the time, and I have to wonder if it's just this phase of my life.
I AM ready for summer. I'm ready for the freedom to go upstairs and work on crafts when I FEEL like it, not when I know I NEED to to complete an assignment.
Meg or Shannan who share their lives with me everyday. I want to have enough to talk about that you want to hear.
Stick with me people, it's one of my goals. It's on my list!